I feel so fucking stupid. The answers are right in front of me. Two of them had already tell me straight in the face the truth. Why am i still feeling this way? Why cant the feelings just disappear? I honestly don’t want to feel this way. I want to be able to let go too. I want to be able to say those exact same words he said and really mean it. But i cant i just cant. And i admit, this is making me feel so fucking stupid i am frustrated with myself.
In the past i would wish that there will be someone to save me from feeling this way but not anymore. I don’t want to depend on anyone anymore. I don’t want to need anyone anymore. With time, things will get better. But just how long more am i going to be this stupid to still feel this way?
Nothing is going the way i want it to be. Nothing at all. Theres so much for me to worry about, so why the hell can i still feel this certain feeling? Does anyone even understand.
Wishful Thinking 😳 #langleav #poem
Thanks for posting this lovely xo Lang
Open air master bath. Tweedie Photography, Kamuela, HI.
"It’s crazy. You can really love somebody, but also want them to go."
Parenthood (via anditslove)
Ha ha ha and when they go, you feel so fucked up and you regret wanting them to go lulz